Moving to a new blog.

HELLO TO THE MELLOW.
JUST WANT INFORM THAT THIS BLOG WILL BE MOVE TO....
*DRUM ROLL*

www.douglassjy.blogspot.com

YAY!!!
THIS BLOG WILL BE INACTIVE.
BUT I WILL NOT DELETE,
AND KEEP IT AS A REMINISCENCE OF MY LIFE.

Laughs.
Sorry for the caps.

Love,

Douglas, SJY.

"Him, an Angel" first chapter released!

As I have promised,

Once i got my internet I will be releasing my first chapter of "Him, an Angel".

Therefore, I have uploaded it!

One warning, bear with my grammar as this is my first attempt to write a so-called novel. *smile*

Anyway, enjoy!

Lots of Love,

Douglas Yuan.

I'm back with words!

It has been a very long time since the last update on my blog.

Laziness has became the main factor on stopping me from updating my blog.

But this time, I am coming back with a bunch of surprise! 

While I'm spending my holidays, I had started making a new story, or a so-called novel.

It is based on a true story. 

It's about how a two friend Daniel(Dan) and Nigel spend their life together in middle school. When Nigel first know Dan in the elementary and they meet again after 2 years passed from elementary. Nigel is just like an angel in Daniel's life. As their friendship getting bond and closer, sometimes there will be jealousy between them and sometimes the atmosphere change to love in friendship. 

Great ain't it? I hope it is. Well, it's not a gay story, just some sort of Bromance. Don't know what is bromance? Bromance means when two guys being so close, look like a couple but they're not. The things they did together somehow looks gay for others, but they do not feel and take it as a gay act. Well, this only happens when you have a very close friend for yourself. It would be sad if you do not have one.

Anyway, get back to the main point.

I've given a title for this story,

"Him, an Angel"

Here a cover picture for the story

I have done the first chapter for this story. I will be uploading it once I got my internet back.

Till next time.

Lots of Love,
Douglas Yuan.

Is this Jealousy?

A voice, whispered to my ear,

Something good requested,

sounding good for itself, but it refused to accept.

Trying to care it as a joke,

unfortunate,

It's not that simple.

The voice,

It hurts a feeble heart of a feeble man,

feel like a thousand needles cramping into it,

Barely able to breathe,

Somehow it feels different,

Is it care?

or,

Is it jealousy?

Thrust of Unsatisfactory

This story was a dream of mine when I’m having my nap at Noon. It’s quite unbelievable.

It was early in the morning, Sun shining straight to my face, waking me up around 7 O'clock in the morning. It was Sunday, the day where I usually will wake up at 6 to get ready to go to Work. Hell yeah I know, Sunday, and I still have to work. I work as a journal writer in one of the famous News Company in Malaysia. I need to go to work by 7 Quarter pass three in order for me to reach to my work by 7 and a half in the Morning.  As I’m awake, I straight go in to my cosy bathroom, turning on the water tap and adjust the temperature water to 45% warm, a perfect morning shower. Then, I took my usual cloth, wear it and not to forget to bring my baby along, Canon 60D camera.  It’s perfectly 7 Quarter pass three, I take my motorcycle out from the garage, drive to my work place. 

7 and a half, I reached my work place, looking on my table, wondering what news today I am going to write about. It was a picture of a guy, and a brief note on what happened towards him. Looking at the picture, I was shocked, heart stops beating for a moment, barely able to breath and get to calm myself down after a few second later. To confirm whether he is the person I know, I took the note and read it, written the name “Lee Lennon”. As I saw the name, it is confirmed. It mentioned that he got crazy and killed a guy who cheated on him, and he managed to run away from the catch of the police. I have no choice and so, I have to write about it. Few hours, spending my time on writing the news, finding information all around the net and I finally finished it after 5 hours. Sent it up to the publishing office, I go back home after that. While on my way back home, driving my baby Mitsubishi motorcycle, the wonders on my mind never stop. What happen to him? I’m sure there is something.

Next morning, I woke up late, even though the sunlight shrine on my eye. Monday is my off day, where people usually hate Monday. Walked towards my door, took the newspaper in my mailbox, my article was on the main page of the newspaper. His face was posted large (I didn’t ask for that). Then, I went in to my kitchen, cook breakfast for my own. After finish eating my breakfast, I went up to my room, took out and wear up my purple cotton t-shirt, a pair of skinny jean and my favourite black sweater. Today, I have a date with a girl I like, Miss Rika. She works as a Lecturer in a Science technologies University. Without wasting my time, I took my key and drive my motorcycle to the place we promised to meet.

As I have reached there, she was standing in front of a flower shop, picking up one stalk of Lavender from a basket blue in color. Silently, I parked my motorcycle far from her, and paid the Lavender for her. Going towards her, I said “Hold it, don’t throw it away”. She smiled and we walked to a cinema nearby.  After finished the movie, we went to eat and having fun all day long. As day getting dark, sun lowered down and moon gets up, we separated as we brought our own vehicle. Waving goodbye and I walked to the place where my motorcycle was parked. It’s was silent as it was 3 O’clock in the midnight.

Quite creepy, when suddenly an old car, drove in a high speed, crashed my motor as I get to escape. I was traumatized by what I saw as my motorcycle flew to the road across. And in sudden, the car reversed, heading towards me, and I ran but unfortunately, I am slow and got hit therefore I dropped on the ground, scratched my elbow on the crude road. The car stopped and a guy came own, can’t see his face clearly as the mist covered him from far. Heard my watch ticking, he walks step by step and getting closer.  As I saw his spectacles, and it was Lennon! Traumatized for another time and I am unable to starts a word. He walked even closer, pulled my cloth collar, saying “Why, why wrote about me!!!” I got scared and muted for a moment, when I am able to ask him a question after then, “What happen to you?”

He got mad when I asked, Then he hold my neck with his strong hand, making me unable to take a deep breath. Sweat flowing out from my body, scared of what will happen. I took out my phone, trying to call for help from 999. Unfortunately, he saw it, shouted on my face, “YOU DARE TO CALL THE POLICE?”, and he got Wrath, taking out his pocket knife and stabbed me with it to my bottom right abdomens, three times. Blood flowing, as he looking at me, got scared and ran away. I was tumbled to the floor, holding the pain of the three thrust. Panting for help, but no one was there.

***The End***

The story ends because I was awake.

Cast,
Me, Myself.
Lennon, The Killer.
Rika, Someone I know.

Lots of Love,

Douglas Yuan.

A Confession

This story is based on a true story of a Singapore guy.
This is a confession letter written by Mr.H


It is 5 years to the day I lost him, yet his memory is still etched as deeply and fresh in my mind. There are times I let my guard down when I see something funny, sad or simply memorable and I turn to share it with him, only to remember again that he’s not there. We met when we were in camp. I had one of those schoolboy crushes the moment I laid eyes on him. He was the duty officer of the day and I was a platoon sergeant from another company. I concocted a lame excuse to drop by the Ops Room to find out his name, D. Through some illegal means I obtained his number and for a couple of days I deliberated calling him, keying it into my phone before chickening out and hitting cancel.

I went out for drinks at Tantric that weekend with a close friend to dish and ask for advice, when who should walk in but my crush himself! He glanced over, gave me one of those cheeky knowing grins and walked away. I spent the night longing to talk to him and secretly hating every cute slut who hit on him. We met the following week at the camp canteen. He ordered his food and walked over with an air like we knew each other for years, sat down and said “I was waiting for you to come and talk to me that night. Shy ah?” I wanted to smack him so badly for his cocky arrogance and yet, it was SO appealing. I mumbled some reply and pretty soon we were hitting it off. Before it was time to go, he casually reached out for my phone and started keying in his number only to find out that I already had it. Oh the embarrassment…

I won’t go into the clichés of describing our relationship. When you are in love, the world disappears and everything feels magical to you. Being an officer who had his own bunk, I often snuck out of mine when my mates were asleep to look for him. Our book outs were spent in each other’s company and when I brought him home to meet my family, my mother doted on him like another son. But he always kept a part to himself and it wasn’t long before I figured it out; he wasn’t out to his family, particularly his mother who was a “church elder”. Coming from an accepting family myself, I didn’t want to push him on this issue. We chose to ignore it and lived happily in our own world.

Then he had a serious accident. His getting a bike license was something I never agreed with but his elder brother rode one and it was something he had his heart placed on since young. I only found out when his friend from his company (who knew we were dating) called me. I made up a bullshit excuse to get a nights off pass and rushed down to the hospital. His parents were already there and they thought I was a camp representative, an assumption I did not bother to correct. I nearly cried on the spot seeing him lying there injured, his arm and leg in a cast and bruises all over. He was still under the effects of the sedative when he came to and saw me, smiled and said “I’m sorry baby I promise to be more careful next time. I was so scared I would never see you again.” I looked up to see his parents’ shock. I told him to rest up, bade a hasty farewell and left.

He called me the next day from the hospital, saying that he could be discharged soon. I applied for off again and when I reached; no one else was there. I asked if he had called his parents and he shrugged. I knew what that shrug meant; “I don’t want to talk about it.” He held my hand tightly during the taxi ride to his place and when we reached, I felt his body tense. His parents had the locks changed. I stood there hapless and not knowing what to say as he argued over the phone with his dad. It was clear what was happening; they did not accept him coming out and unless he promised to never see me again, change and go for church counseling, they did not want him back in the house. It was the first time I had ever seen him cry and it broke my heart. He was shouting “I am still your son, which is more important to you??”. He was so frustrated at not getting through to his parents that he finally hurled his phone out into the air, over the parapet.

I brought him home to my place and whispered hurriedly what had happened to my mom. Since I had to be back in camp while he was on a month’s MC, she took charge of his recuperation without hesitation. His brother dropped off some clothes for him with a menacing warning, “You better tell my brother to stop being a gay or else he can change the address on his IC to ‘this place’.” I had never met such homophobic hostility before and I kept the words of his brother from him. He recovered but his demeanour changed. Having to readjust to a life in a new home, no matter how welcoming, affected him greatly. He hardly laughed and would some dark mood swings. I held him on many nights as he cried over his family’s rejection. He bought his mother a gift for her birthday, hoping she would forgive and accept him but she said that unless he changed and prayed for forgiveness, she only had one son. His father rejected his calls and his brother told him he was ashamed of having a “chao ah qua” for a brother.

Then he went missing one Saturday. He got to book out earlier than I did and we would always meet up at my place; that day I reached home with lunch for the both of us only to find that he wasn’t there. I waited all day and night. My texts went unanswered and his phone was switched off. I went to bed with a sense of dread. His camp-mate, the same friend who knew about us, woke me up with a string of frantic missed calls. His family had called the camp to report that something bad, real bad had happened to him. I rushed down to his place and my worst fears realized when I saw the wake in the void deck. I didn’t want to go in and face the truth. He had left me, left all of us for good. His parents refused to allow me entry to bid him farewell but his brother relented when they were not around. It was all so surreal seeing him lay there in the coffin. I kept hoping that it was a bad joke.

Afterwards, his brother told me that every Saturday morning D would come round to the house, pleading with their parents to let him in and forgive him. I did not know this and I cried that he had kept this from me. His brother was beginning to change his mind and accept his baby brother, even tried talking to his parents to let D move back in. That Saturday morning, following yet another futile begging session, he climbed onto the parapet in front of their flat and jumped 12 stories. My life has this huge void now. They say that time heals all wounds but the pain is still as fresh as it was yesterday. D, I graduated as I promised you I would and I recently started working. This should be a time of promise and possibilities but all I can think of is the memories we will never get to make together.

I wish you had spoken to me more or at least let me book out with you all those Saturdays. You promised that we would see the world together and someday we would have our own place. I am so sorry that you left this world thinking that your parents no longer loved you. I wish I had worked harder to make up for that, that my love was enough to make you forget them. I can never replace you and wherever you are now, I hope you will wait for me. Till we meet again.

Love,

H

One thing, All Ruin.

Myself,

Happy with what I has done,

Done things early, joyfully walks to the class,

with spirit of winning and victory,

went in front,

wanted to let go,

unfortunately,

Because of a drop of ink,

White silk have to be throw away.

Nothing is much fucked up,

than being rejected.

stress and hatred coming back in my life,

Money, time and mind,

it have to be wasted once again,

for a thing I spent long time ago,

Just to get the best.

Prayers,

I need it by my side.

God, 

Guidance and path way.

-Dougy Yuan-

Lots Of Love.

Knifes, but words.

Humans,

They live in this world and having their own life. 

Male and female, both are the same, but only one thing that makes them different.

Their attitude, personal attitudes. 

some people are good, but some are just awfully bad.

being a bad person doesn't mean that they are bad physically,

but can be mentally and from conversation.

Words,

sometime, people get discourage because of words.

Ugly, Bitch, Stupid, Idiot,

sounds normal to the "Perfect one" Ain't it? 

It might be light for you, but not for other people.

It might be just a piece of shit and shouldn't be worry about.

For some people,

A single word "Useless" is very offensive.

Maybe a sorry would be enough for that,

but, u just cleaned the wound,

how about the scars? Scratches and Holes.

Words, an invisible knife,

that makes people die.

-Dougy Yuan-

A Quite good result

In this semester one, I really wanted to thank few person,

First, Jeasandra Imelda Bigar who had always gave support to me, asked me not to give up, scolded me, helped me to answer those questions especially during the HNP (Pengajian Kenegaraan) and Article Review for my study skills. Because of her help, I got A's (4.00) for both subject. I will miss you as you got none of any subject that same group with me next Semester. Anyway, Thank you so much!

Second, Lennon Lee, who had accompany me when doing the HNP (Pengajian Kenegaraan), even though we're so sleepy. Laughs. Also, because of your help, I got 4.00 for My curriculum subject too xD I Will miss you too. Miss being your group-mate.

Third, My HNP (Pengajian Kenegaraan) Group Mates, Thank You guys. The Report also one of the reason i got 4.00 for my HNP XD. I will Miss you guys.

Fourth, My curriculum Group Mates. It was a success when we did the aerobic dance and the Sport event. Thank to you guys that I got 4.00 for my Curriculum. Missed the moment when we practice and various resistances that had happened.

Thank You :)

Sincerely,

Douglas Yuan

Lots Of Love.

Kay,Bye.

I do not know what might happen to me next semester since my supporter got none of any subject with me anymore.

Who? How?

Sigh...

Unfold

This is just so sweet! xD

Random Faces

When You're Bored, You did Lots of Random things!

One of It,

Self Photo! 

It's 5 O'clock in the morning and I haven't sleep, yet. 

Laughs.

Kay,Bye.

Lots Of Love,

Douglas Yuan.

What Is It?

21^st October 2012.

It has been 2 weeks I’m at Sabah. Friends? Hahs. Yeah, it is just the first day they came and find me. They promised me that Saturday will hang out again, watch movies. *Laugh* Looks like they had forgotten about me, or they’re busying with their lives? Am I thinking too much? Oh Well…

***

This week my mum had made lots of food for me. One of the best, she made Lasagna!

Second, she made Cheese cake!

With add on, Blueberries! :3

Hmm…

It’s quite boring this few days. Sleep half a day, eat, gaming all day long. No social. Sien.

I wonder when my friends have free time to go out with me. Sigh. 

***

I’m now at my aunt house, waiting for her to finish her cooking. Can’t wait to go back home to level up my DN Character!

I just bought 14,000CC. I bought it because I want to expand my Storage and Inventory slot. 1,400CC for 30 slots! It’s very cheap. Normal price is 17,500 For 30 slots!

I’m going to main my Mercenary.

YOLO! Laugh.

Kay,Bye.

Lots Of Love,

Douglas Yuan.

A sudden Heart Aching.

Yesterday Night,
I mean, midnight I got a sudden heart aching while playing game.
played PvP. It was So solicitous !
Then after finished,
I was okay then, but all of sudden,
the aching came straight to it and I barely breath.
so I went to sleep after then.

***

Morning,
My mother wakes me up, 0700 GMT+8. Fudging early,
but thank God that i'm still alive.
so, we went for our breakfast together, with my dad.
I told my story about last night to them.
after breakfast, they brought me to the Clinic to have a Medical Check up.
Did you know what the Doctor said?

***
Conversation with doctor:
(The actual conversation are in Chinese, so, I guess it goes like this.)

Doctor: Morning.
Me: Morning.
Doctor: What's your problem?
Me: Yesterday night, I played game, then suddenly I got heart aching and hard to breath.
Doctor: how long it has been?
Me: not long, I went to sleep after then.
Doctor: Feel anything while you sleeping?
Me: Ya, body felt very warm, heart beat pump so quickly.
Doctor: What did you ate earlier?
Me: Fried Vermicelli and Boiled Lettuces.

** He asked a lot and I forgotten **

Doctor: Okay, go in there then take off your cloth. I want to check your condition.
Me: Oh...

**PS: Nasib it is a guy, if lady doctor sure very shy **

so then he checked, he asked me to wait awhile.
Did another X-ray, which I hate it.

after half an hour,
he told me my condition.
He said,

Doctor: Err, Mr. Douglas, did you eat any pills this few days?
Me: Nope.
Doctor: Okay, your heart actually is very weak. you cannot do things that very "Chi Gek" one.
Me: Huh..?
Doctor: and then when you hard to breath, is your room got air?
Me: I think so.
Doctor: another thing making you hard to breath is that, maybe your room condition not enough oxygen    that's why you felt hard to breath.
Me: Oh..
Doctor: I'm not give you this pills hor, eat this 2 times a day for 3 days.
Me: Oh..
Doctor: Okay lah, Take care of yourself, drink more water, eat more veggie. Don't eat too much meat.
Me: Oh..


*** Then I went back home, ate the Medicine and slept ***

Awake when Lennon Sms-ed me and asked about my condition.

Felt much better now.. :)

"Humans will leave this earth one day, Just it is either earlier or later"

Kay, Bye.

Lots Of Love,
Douglas Yuan.

Farantrastic ~

I woke up yesterday in the afternoon.
Yeah. Afternoon. I need enough sleep so I can get healthy.
(Laughs)
Whatever.
Actually, I'm awake because my phone was ringing.
someone called me.
and...
It's Lennon eldest sister, Carmen. (Laughs)

therefore, I'm awake and went to the washroom. Then I smelled something delicious...
Something that very rare to smell. HAH!
Apparently, my mum making one of my favorite cake (Kuih), The Radish Cake ( Luo Buo Gao )

<-- This is how it looks like.

It is quite Unique because normally, people will use Banana leaves as a lining, but my mum used Pandan leaves !

The aroma is totally different!
Very fascinating !
(Yums!)




***

14th October 2012,

Wake up early today.
Mum wakes me me up. Going to the bank again to manage the Bank book.
then, we went to Pizza Hut to have our Breakfast.
we ordered quite a lot and i had a very tummy-fulled Breakfast.

We ordered,
- 1 Super Supreme Pan Pizza
- 2 Bowls of Mushroom Soups
- 2 Cups of Pepsi
- A plate of Bread Sticks
- 1 Plate of Cheesy Baked Meat Ball

While having our breakfast,
I chatted much with my mum.
I missed to chat with her :)





Thus, we continue our day going to Suria Sabah.
Was wanted to buy Cooling Pad for my Laptop because I didn't bring back the Cooling Pad that my sister gave me at Tanjong Malim.

So, I bought a cooling pad, and I spent another of my RM60 on a new Wallet.
Yeah,
Mr.Babila, Has retired at 14th October 2012 from being a Loyal Wallet since 2007 for his Master, Douglas Ivan Shim Vui Yen.
Goodbye Mr.Babila.

Say Hi to Mr.Northern Rock Long Wallet !

Mr. Northern Rock

It's so nice-nice till  I can die!

Then we went back home,
and go to Church after then.


***

Just had my dinner.
my mum cooked her best Fried Vermicelli,
and the "Buo Li Seng Chai". Lettuce, said Lennon.

Left: Fried Vermicelli | Right: Veggie

Had a very nice dinner tonight.

Thanks, Mother.

***

Going to play Dragon Nest !

Kay, Bye!

Lots of Love,

Douglas Yuan.

Should I?

I feel like listing out my best friends and share my feelings about them...
Should I?
Or Shouldn't I?

Kay, Bye.

Lots Of Love,
Douglas Yuan.

Masked Rider!

So, My dad bought a Masked Rider Mask for Ah B.
and.. this is what I did.

I wore it. 

HAHAHA.

Kay, Bye.

Lots Of Love,

Douglas Yuan.

Home Sweet Home !

I’m Home!

This few days living at Lennon’s house had created a great memorable time for me. Great Memoirs will always stay in my heart.

5^th October 2012,

I wake up early in the morning, about 7 O’clock. I’m too excited to get out from the smelly and unhygienic University accommodation. Went and did my daily routines (Bath etc.) and wanting for breakfast.

***

Lennon messaged me, asked me when my sister is going for her class and he also told me when his parents are coming. So, I called my sister and she said she we’re free for the whole day. (I eventually promised her that I will join the Chinese Association meeting today, but I broke it.) … Few minutes or hours later on, I sent my belongings to her house. Lennon helped me to carry my Bag that full of my junks. I can barely carry it. Well, I got no strength to carry that so-called-HUGE bag. Later on, I had my breakfast, ate a pack of Nasi Lemak.

***

Depart to Lennon’s House, Rawang.

While on the way to his house, I got to know his parents. At the first moment, it is quite awkward. Well, durh? First time meets his parents. I’m quite nervous because I’m not a very good conversationalist. We departed around 1030 GMT+8 …

It just took around 50 minutes to reach Lennon house. We arrived at around 1125. Dropped my luggage and Lennon brought me to his school. He met his old friends. It’s a very awkward situation for me because I do not even recognize a single person of them, Just Lennon. Actually, he wanted to show me his so-called-girlfriend. Unfortunately, she left earlier. Not my luck to see his beautiful chick. *(Laughs)*

After staying awhile in his school, we went to his younger sister school. Awhile later, we went back home and we had our lunch. Yes, Lunch. J

***

Night, I don’t really remember what I did on this day. As I know, I get to know his elder sister, Carmen Lee, an Aesthetician. Ah, yes. She story-telling about her life’s in PLKN, the Malaysian National Services. It was fun though. not long later, she helped me to check my face condition and the product I used.

So the day passed…

6^th October 2012

Wake up around 1030 GMT+8. Lennon and I have a date with Farsha today. Farsha, The Princess of Tun Shariman. She asked us to wait for her at Selayang Mall, that she will come and fetch us. She said she will be arriving at around 1200 O’clock. Yet, she was late. Lennon brought me around Selayang Mall, the Mall that not so big yet not a small one.

***

1243, Farsha arrived. She brought us to One Utama.

Walked around One Utama . We went to the Secret Garden of One Utama and played Soft Balls. It’s my first time!
Some memorable photos,

Farsha, Lennon and I.

Myself(Left) and Lennon(Right).

 So, after a long walk and games, we decided to have our lunch. Farsha and Lennon was arguing on what to eat for Lunch. Farsha wanted to bring us to Milano’s Western food. She said it was cheap. A plate of spaghetti only cost about Ringgit Malaysia (RM) 9. (She said).

On the other side, Lennon wanted to eat McDonald. He had been craving for it. Well, you know, Tanjung Malim got no McDonald.

                Unfortunately, Farsha rejected what Lennon is urging for. How sad.

She said, “NO FAST FOOD IF YOU ARE WITH ME. I NEED REAL FOOD.”

Well…

***

So, we went to Milano’s. When we almost sit on the chair, a guy came out from the kitchen and said, “I am so sorry! The Kitchen is break down and we’re having some problems. We can’t take any orders for now. I’m so sorry!”.

How sad, looking at Farsha face who had crave for Milano’s food for a long time. There’s nothing we can do. Lennon was happy for a moment because if Milano’s is out, then, the next might be McDonald! So, we decided to go McDonald (actually I am craving for it too!)

Yet, looking at Farsha’s sad face, we canceled our pretension on McDonald. So, we changed our mind and went to One Utama’s Food court. *The foods here are quite expensive*. “Durh, Kuala Lumpur, what do you expect” , said Lennon.

***

I ordered Fettuccine Carbonara, My favorite, just the Carbonara sauce. (Laughs) Drink, I had a bottle of Mango with oranges mixture juice.

Lennon ordered some sort of Ramen. Curry Ramen if I’m not wrong. He had his Ice Lemon Tea as a drink.

Farsha ordered Spaghetti Bolognese and Cola as her drink.

we chit-chatted while we having our meals.

We went back home after then…

***

We took KTM train from Kepong to Batu Caves.

We reached to Batu Caves.

We spent our time there, viewing the ducks in the lake, somewhere inside Batu Caves.

Hmm… there is something …

***

Back home and we had our Dinner. Bak Kut Teh(Pork Ribs Tea Soup), a Chinese traditional food. After that, her sister helped me apply the mask on my face. It feels good! Totally great!

When applying, it’s like a cold texture.

So, after applying the mask, we sat down, watch anime’s and chit-chatting…

A day has passed again …

7^th October 2012,

It’s Sunday.

Wake up around 1100 GMT+8. We had our breakfast by then. Today we did nothing much. We are just staying at home, playing PS2 for almost a half day. Lennon said he wanted to show me the game, which kind of look alike the anime’s we watched, Sword Art Online. I saw it and it’s quite interesting. It looks like an Online Game. Then, we played “Bomberman” and “Mario”. I’m totally sucked at playing them. (Laughs)

***

Around 1700 GMT+8,

We went to cycle around his living place. Went down and went up the hills. I enjoyed it …J one funny thing is, I cycled faster than Lennon when on the way up the hills, (Laughs) and he shocked that how I got those energy cycling up the hill. I also do not know how I got those energies. My bicycle is much lighter than his I think? Haha.

After cycling, we went for swimming. Sadly, Lennon can’t swim this year. Hope he can contract with the water next year. I really wish to go to the beach with him and others.

While swimming, his sister, Lan Jie if I’m not wrong and him teaches me on how to swim. (Quite of…) Haha. I learnt a new thing today. Thanks guys. J

***

It’s night.

I bathed and I had dinner with his family all together. This is the first time having dinner with all his family sitting in a round table. We had steamboat today. It has been so long since I had a steamboat last year with my family. It felt so warm and I nearly shed a tear when having it. It reminds me of my family… (Well, Lennon home is my Pre-Home-Sweet-Home, XD) That’s why I ate a lot. Moreover, I swamp. That’s why it feels hungrier than before. *Laughs*

After had our dinner, Lennon sister, Carmen, brought me to a shop which sells something like Ice Blended Ice cream. It’s called as the “Bao Ping”. Lennon and I ordered Chocolate Bao Ping and her sister ordered Mint Bao Ping. We chit-chatted and talk about the past.

We went home after that …

Another day has passed again …

8^th October 2012,

Monday, The last day.

It’s the last day that I’m staying at Lennon home and going back Sabah tomorrow.

Quite sad and quite excited because I’m going back soon!

 Wake up early in the morning,

And accidentally took a picture of him, my twin brother (XD),

 He looks cute, isn’t it? Yeah I know. Ugly but adorable.

很丑, 但是可爱的.  哈哈哈！Joking Bro. Don't mad at me! Love You! XD

After that, we had our breakfast. He cooked for me, or maybe he only warm it up. I don’t know. Then, we went to his sister workplace, Clara International. Miss Carmen helped me to do facial treatment. After done my facial treatment, Lennon and I went to KL Central to buy McDonald, The food we both craving for. (Laughs) having our Lunch in Carmen’s Workplace. Another great memory.

 Farsha and Her Burger.

***

Now, we’re at Times Square. Walking around, spending our times. Farsha found a shop and she can stay there for half an hour. This the Picture of her, buying cloth.

While she is enjoying her shopping spree, Lennon and I walked around the 3^rd Floor. While then, I bought a Beats Headphone. Can know it’s fake, but kind of look like real. See who is using it. (Laughs) after that, we went back home and have our dinner.

***

At Chatime.

I bought Lemon Yogurt Smoothie. Chit-chatted and took some photos. It’s the last day, with them J

The last day, has ended...

Thank you to,

Lee Lennon,

Lee Carmen,

Lee Lennon's Family,

& Tun Farsha Shahirah binti Tun Shariman.

9th October,

I'm Home J

Ah B(Left), Me(Middle), Xiao Ming (Right)

.::::- The End -::::.

Lots of Love,

Douglas Yuan.

Kay, Bye!

It's Ended? The Sem 1 Final Exam?

It has been about 2 week’s right? That I did not update my blog? Laugh.

So, with the God blessing, I had finished my Final exam. You know how it feels?! Yeah! That’s It! Let me describe each single of the paper I took. The first paper is the Bahasa Melayu paper. Well, this paper is not really that hard for me, but yet, it still can be counted as hard. The Reason why is that I misunderstood lots of the question I read… Ugh. SUCK! Moreover, for the grammar paper, I answered wrongly for the example of those descriptions. The example must be taken from the passage given, yet, I went to answer it with my own answer. 

Fish the Mutton Fisher!  

To be conclusion, exams are hard if you don’t study.

                

So forget about the exams, and think about going back Sabah!  This Tuesday I’m going back Sabah! Am so excited till my heart are pumping and body feels the heat of happiness. What am I crapping about? Oh never-mind.

                

Right now I’m staying for a few days at Lennon house, before I’m leaving to Sabah. -Yeah, my Pre-Home Sweet Home. Laughs. I’ll be having fun for now!

I’ll story out my experience when I’m back to my Home.

Lots Of Love,

Douglas Yuan

See You When I See You.

Its Tuesday?

It’s Tuesday today.

I woke up 12.15am in the midnight. Thank God my mum called me, if not, I think I’m still sleeping like a “sleeping handsome” waiting for a princess to come and kiss me. *laughs* well, I’m serious. Even those MPP’s having their campaign below of my accommodation, yet I still can sleep so well.  My friend said it sounds like it going to have a war.  Holy goodness, I must be too tired then, but that kind of scary. I might die of getting burn if there is a house on fire (touchwood), nothing going to happen to me, right?

***

Urghh.. I’m having stomach ache right now, but I still can write this shit here. Well, not really shit, IT’S MY MASTERPIECE.* MUAHAHAHA* … whatever.  Let me continue my story.

***

As you know, a person who just awakes from sleeping for about 10 hours will be unable to sleep again. So, like usual, online games will never be listed out from my daily routine… (Well, it will when I got too many assignments, causes are because I got procrastinate my works, into last minute.) Yeah, serve me right. I know you want to say that to this handsome boy (I’M STILL YOUNG) who wrote this. Please don’t mind my English, I know its sucks and I’m trying to be good okay. *chuckle* … So, after a long time of playing “Dragon Nest”, I’ve got bored of it, so I went in to YouTube. What I did at YouTube (Wow, sounds like I’m in their world) is searching for Short animation movies. You know those art designer masterpieces? Those who make animations films from animation school? You know? You don’t know? Oh, never-mind.  Well then, I just can’t stop watching it and I continue watching short animations till 8 O’clock in the Morning.

***

Idiot shit, my stomach aching like it’s going to burst! I think I have to go to shit! BRB!

15 minutes later…

Felt much better after throwing out my body waste.

***

I’m in the library right now. Waiting for my one and only class for this week and it’s the last class for this semester, the Reading Skills.  Yes.  Last class for this semester, u know? LAST? But, next week I’ll be having my final exam. *fear* to be honest, I love assignments more than Exam, because assignments you got the time to decide whether the answers is correct or not. If exam, Urgh, once you’re wrong, then you’re wrong. Pfft, Whatever. As long I do my best in my examination then that would be great. Hope I can get Straight A’s! **The internet is trolling with me ==” **

Now I’m stressed about my flight back to Kota Kinabalu, Sabah. My hometown. This is the first time that I will be taking an airplane from Peninsular to Borneo by myself. Ahh, nervous! Dear Lord, please bless me on that day…

I think I'll get going. Bye!

Lots Of Love (LOL),

Douglas Yuan,

See you when I see you.

Kay, Bye.

What A Relief...

It almost been a month that i didn't update this blog.
Near to the end of the semester, have to rush all my assignments and thank be to God,
I finished most of my assignments.
Now, I left 2 works to go and that is Article Review which need to be hand up next Monday
and Listening & Speaking Skills role-play this Saturday, 22nd September.
Wish me luck ! I'm scared though. Laughs

So, last 2 weeks, I'm having a very hard time to finished up my assignments.
especially the Nationhood study assignments. Seriously, that assignment is killing me.
we need to write like at least 30 pages and the information and sources cannot be taken from the STPM level book. Ugh.
But i managed to finish my Nationhood study assignments, in 34 Hours. Sounds crazy right?
what? You thought I'm Lying?? Be not. Laughs.
Hmm, to tell you here, do not procrastinate your assignments, or else, you will be like me.
But, I used to it already ^^,

***
Meanwhile, Last Friday, 14th September 2012 I had my dance performance.
Not a really Grand one, but can count us one. Laughs.
I danced Move Like Jagger, Chammak Challo, Hot & Cold and the most Highlighted Song,
OPPA GANGNAM STYLE!
Laughs.
Well, credit to Lennon and some seniors who teaches me on how to dance xD
I'm not a good dancer, but i can be one if i practice. :)

Well, thats all i wanted to say.

See you when I see you.

Lots Of Love,
Oppa Douglas Yuan <3